You don’t see it on your calendar, and it doesn’t show up in your time tracking. But it’s there, constantly running in the background like too many open tabs in your browser. It’s called the mental load, and it’s one of the biggest reasons so many CPA moms quietly burn out.
In this deeper dive from our recent podcast episode with burnout coach Lauren Baptiste, we’re unpacking how mental load impacts your energy, focus, and well-being, and why it’s especially intense for moms working in accounting and finance.
If you’ve ever wondered why you’re exhausted even when nothing “extra” is going on, keep reading.
What Is the Mental Load?
The mental load refers to all the invisible, unpaid, and often unacknowledged tasks required to keep life running. It’s the thinking, remembering, anticipating, and planning that fills your brain, even when you’re not technically “on the clock.”
For example:
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Remembering your kid needs a spirit day outfit by Friday
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Mentally tracking what’s running low in the fridge
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Planning the logistics of tax season around spring break
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Noticing that last year’s winter coats might not fit this year
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Juggling multiple family schedules in your head
While your partner or team might help with the doing, chances are, you’re still the one keeping track.
Why It Hits CPA Moms Harder
Working moms in accounting often live in two high-pressure worlds. The one at home, and the one in their practice. Both demand precision, responsibility, and organization. But only one of them gets paid.
The mental load becomes especially heavy when:
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You are the default parent
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You run your own firm or manage clients
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You’re navigating deadlines during busy seasons
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You’re trying to do everything “right” at work and at home
Even if things look balanced on paper, the cognitive weight of always thinking ahead and staying on top of everything can lead to mental and physical exhaustion.
As Lauren Baptiste said, “Even if it’s 50/50, which it usually isn’t, you’re still carrying a lot.”
Signs the Mental Load Is Burning You Out
Unlike physical tasks, mental load doesn’t leave a clear paper trail. That’s why it’s so easy to overlook. Until it starts affecting your well-being. Here are some subtle signs that the mental load might be too much:
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You feel resentful even when no one’s asked you for anything
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You lie awake thinking about tasks you forgot or haven’t done yet
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You struggle to focus, even on simple work
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You feel emotionally tapped out or “snappy” for no clear reason
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You’re constantly tired, even with sleep
Over time, the mental load can chip away at your clarity, motivation, and confidence. It can leave you wondering, “What’s wrong with me?” when nothing seems “wrong.”
What You Can Do About It
You can’t eliminate the mental load entirely, but you can start managing it more intentionally. Here’s where to begin:
1. Start with Awareness
Take 5 to 10 minutes to jot down everything that’s running through your mind. Not just work tasks, but home, family, social, and personal life. Seeing it in front of you can help validate why you feel overwhelmed. You’re not lazy or disorganized. You’re overloaded.
2. Differentiate Between Thinking and Doing
Sometimes we confuse “thinking about” something with actually doing it. If you’re mentally spinning on a task, like planning summer childcare, decide what next step needs to happen and take action. Even if it’s small.
3. Share the Load
If you have a partner, invite them into the thinking part of tasks, not just the doing. For example, don’t just say, “Can you take the kids to practice?” Try, “Can you handle everything related to soccer this season?” This helps reduce the constant mental tracking.
4. Use Tools That Work for You
Whether it’s a shared calendar, a family whiteboard, or a task app, find a system that lets you offload some of what you’re holding in your head. Lauren Baptiste’s burnout toolkit includes check-ins and goal planners designed specifically for this.
5. Let Go of “Perfect”
You don’t need to get an A+ in parenting or running your firm. As Lauren said, “Aim for B+ work when it counts, and pass/fail for everything else.” Feeding your kids dinner matters. Whether it was homemade or store-bought doesn’t.
You’re Not Weak. You’re Carrying Too Much.
The truth is, the mental load isn’t a flaw in your planning skills. It’s a reflection of your care, your capacity, and your commitment. But even the strongest systems can break down without regular maintenance.
If you’re feeling stretched thin and no one else seems to notice, you’re not alone. And you’re not imagining it.
You deserve time, space, and support to clear some of that mental clutter and protect your energy.
Want tools and community support to help you create a sustainable rhythm that works for your life?
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